I haven't been feeling very well in the last couple of weeks... My stomach has been killing me with pain and I can't even sleep properly. I went to the doctors because of it I think two years ago; I was so bad I had to go to the ER and stay there a couple of hours. They found out that my stomach produces too much acid and because of stress I have stomach pain. So they sent me home with a ton of medecine I had to take and eventually I got better. But in the last month the pain is back and it's not a pleasent feeling...
Today was the worse day of all! I had to do work in pain and the worst part is that it makes me grumpy!! The idea of having to go to the doctors again is not amusing but I just want to get rid of it so badly. I know that the doctor is probably going to tell me that I need to watch what I eat, I should relax and bla, bla, bla...lol
The thing is that I don't even feel stressed, I mean, not all the time.... unconsciously my body knows that big decisions need to be made and that's probably why it's hurting. It's like in my mind I try to relax but my body wont let me!! I hate not being able to enjoy my day because of pain but what to do? I decided to count the things I'm thankfull for so I would get my mind out of bad things and hopefully be less stressed!!??
So here it goes:
- I'm so thankful for my friends because they make me laugh. :)
- I'm thankful for having a home and such a confortable bed!
- For my family specially for my sweet grandma, love ya so much.
I'm sure there's a lot of other things I'm thankful for but I can only remember this now, ahah. What about you what are you thankfull for?