I haven't been feeling very well in the last couple of weeks... My stomach has been killing me with pain and I can't even sleep properly. I went to the doctors because of it I think two years ago; I was so bad I had to go to the ER and stay there a couple of hours. They found out that my stomach produces too much acid and because of stress I have stomach pain. So they sent me home with a ton of medecine I had to take and eventually I got better. But in the last month the pain is back and it's not a pleasent feeling... Today was the worse day of all! I had to do work in pain and the worst part is that it makes me grumpy!! The idea of having to go to the doctors again is not amusing but I just want to get rid of it so badly. I know that the doctor is probably going to tell me that I need to watch what I eat, I should relax and bla, bla, bla...lol
The thing is that I don't even feel stressed, I mean, not all the time.... unconsciously my body knows that big decisions need to be made and that's probably why it's hurting. It's like in my mind I try to relax but my body wont let me!! I hate not being able to enjoy my day because of pain but what to do? I decided to count the things I'm thankfull for so I would get my mind out of bad things and hopefully be less stressed!!??
So here it goes:- I'm so thankful for my friends because they make me laugh. :)
- I'm thankful for having a home and such a confortable bed!
- For my family specially for my sweet grandma, love ya so much.
I'm sure there's a lot of other things I'm thankful for but I can only remember this now, ahah. What about you what are you thankfull for?
***Rita***
Oh Hun, being in pain is hard, you have a right to be grumpy. I hope that it passes quickly and you feel great very soon!!
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That sounds terrible. Hopefully it isn't anything too bad. My friend had similar issues, and they just told her to use Midol and it worked.
ReplyDeleteoh my gosh, i connect with this post in so many ways. i think my aunt suffers from something similar. also, i hate that feeling of trying to work when you are sick. even if the job is quiet or simple - it's always just so much better to be at home. finally, my body is like yours in that my mind will be TOTALLY fine (i swear it! i'm always cool mentally), but my body will tell me otherwise (i.e. a job interview a couple weeks ago, or my wedding last weekend). it's so frustrating. go to the doctor though and get it over with silly girl!
ReplyDeleteright now i'm thankful for my new husband, our beautiful home, and that my jobs are somewhat relevant to my degree!
Oh no, you do sound in a lot of pain :( I hope the pain goes away soon! I hate visiting the doctors too, but they do make us feel better most of the times :) I wish a speedy recovery for you!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear that! But make sure to go see a doctor as soon as possible. I'm getting worried about you... :(
ReplyDeleteA friend of mine suffered from sth similar as well. She didn't feel very stressed, but apparently she was, her body somehow knew.
Don't want to bore you with stupid things, but make sure that you drink and sleep a lot and that you never become hungry. That's what my friend was told!!
Get very well soon!! XO.
Thank you all for the kind comments. I have an appointment for next monday...Hopefully will get better. :)
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear that! Please take care of yourself until you get to the appointment, and concentrate on feeling better. Just relax and try not to stress anymore :) Feel better!
ReplyDeleteAw! Feel better-admire your honesty about how you're feeling-sometimes it helps just to let it all out!
ReplyDeleteThat sucks, hope you feel better :)
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